Emo again~

fL00r im sry for leaving uE and its as good as saying im throwing away a 1yr+ and a wonderful r/s but im really sry.. Guilty has always been in my heart.. Im sry..

I leave u isn't because i fall for someone, its not because im lonely and needed someone its just tat i have sort things out when u isn't ard and really keeps my mind clear on what i wan.. It's always been yi lai on u too much, yes my fault to didn't let u know earlier? Im sRy..

Im sry for every single thing i promise and broke it.. But every word i said to ue before.. Its true.. U have been really a great bf and i have nve forget what happen for this pass 1 year.. Im Sry..

I know ur gona hate me to the core or everyone else too.. Thinking im just a farking bitch, playing again? saying so much end up with Hengky? Expected.. Hengky and mE isn't together btw.. Don't blame Hengky cause he isnt the cause of everything.. Towards Hengky he knows best wad is going on, i don't hope for ur forgivness, i don't hope for u to be friends anymore..

But..

what i wanne tell u ish tat, ur the greatest bf i ever had and im sry to leave uE alone.. Im really sry.. I dono what else can i sae but i have to thank you for taking care of me so well.. Thanks & Sorry...

What uE guys wanne tink doesn't matter anymore i guess, i always live up my bad reputation since Jason?

I just hope i can vanish and no 1 able to find me.. I hate myself, I hate my life..

With ♥ From Suzanna [12:22 AM]